he didn't show up at the review session today.

it's the 12th...supposedly one of my luckier days but i'm failing to see the good side of things here. i'm becoming so fricking lethargic...all i want to do is sleep, think of him, sleep, think of him some more...you get the idea. my good mood from 1245 this morning has pretty much evaporated and now i'm completely dreading studying for lit hum like i should.

i want the semester to end, but i don't. i know i'm going to miss him desperately until i can find someone else to make me forget about him. it's not likely that it's going to happen anytime soon...i love it here but the hot guys are extremely elusive, if they are existent at all.

maybe it's exam time, my general malaise, whatever, but i feel like shit right now. it seems like absolutely everything is going wrong just when i need something to go right.